Okay all, since I just realized I hate my gallery I'm making a new one ..so..fuckedy.

My new gallery is "Fathomed" aka ...Seriously, I will love you if you watch me again..because..moo

I might repost some deviations I really like on there..and that's where I'll be posting new pictures I think..so please if you watch me here, watch my new account..Or leigh will be really sad ;.;

Holy shit..I have finals all next week so Leigh is freaking out a little.

So I'm sorry to all the people I owe shit too..but I won't be getting anything done in a while so I'm really sorry for the delay.

I'm sorry to people I'm rping with on DA and otherwise because I'm failing at replying to stuff so don't take it personally because I love you all ;.;


osagagaoga *dies*

Wow..totally random title but anyways..god I am so stressed! I mean...I shouldn't be stressed, right? it is the Holidays and I'm finally off school. But know..I'm just being a retard as usual. I'm constantly taunting myself by looking at local ads for horses for sale and I came to a realization after reading some articles that I fail at my relationship with Magic [the horse I'm sponsoring]

According to those articles Magic is the "Boss Mare"...er...stallion o.o and he has no respect for me at all. I don't know what I should do..ugh D: do I try to repair the relationship or look for a new horse to sponsor? It's hard because I don't spend enough consistent time with Magic..only on Saturdays. I mean..is it possible to form a real relationship with an animal you see once-a-week? I dunno..

I'm not enjoying life right now..really I mean..I have a love hate relationship with my school. I love it but at the same time I wish I didn't go there. And it's so fucking expensive [damn private schools] and honestly..if the only way I could own a horse was to go to public school or a cheeper school I would..oh my I'm so full of teen angst xD

Sorry..this is just a random rant...I'm just frustrated and I want things to change..I don't want to take finals and I wish I was in Scotland already e_e...rwar.

Anyways..I have a lot of shit to get done so ..sadness in my soul.

Art I Owe

-Finish my end of the trade, Shadi for
-Belated birthday present for
-Belated birthday present for
-Christmas present for
-Couple pictures for
-Christmas Present for COMPLETE [link]


Self Indulgence

-Fefliah
-Blu
-Ansid
-Yantuk
-Kyval
-Duem
-Khashti
-Dre
-Maybe make Azu a ghost that'd be cool.


Okay..probably more but oh well
uhm..yeah xD for people I owe stuff to...I'm sorry it might take a while D: but I love you all <3

P.S. Ho Ho Ho

Okay..so for my Birthday I don't know what I'm going to do..and I'm feeling pretty bummed about how insignifigant it feels..so basically...

YOU! meaning all my DA pals can make me squeel with ecstasy if you do one thing..just one thing.

MAKE ME LOTS OF HAPPY BIRTHDAY ART!
I know..it sounds juvenile that I'm acting like this but really...I already feel so crapily about my birthday coming up on the 17th of November..so..

Give a girl turning 15 a thing to look forward to? <3 I'll love you foooreeevveeeer

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PROJECTS IN PROGRESS
-Happy Birthday Ange for COMPLETE
-Inebria [Still needs background] COMPLETE
-Shadi for
-Inebria + Dennon for 's contest
-Stallion Add for 's contest
-Stages of Grief; Yantuk

Oy..Leigh's got a lot of shtuff to do!

Updates/Pics of:
-Fefliah
-[Might Attempt Xhepher]
-Kyval
-Duemed
-Ansid
-Inebria Anthro

GUESS WHAT EVERYBODY? 8D


I've always dreamt about owning a horse..or having anything to do with a horse really, but sadly, my family can't afford one because we're paying a SHITLOAD of money to go to a private school...so...bummer there. [Though I love my school] xD Anyways...so we were looking into sponsoring a horse because that's the only thing that made sense at the time and BOOM!!

I went over to the Piedmont Stables and boom..there he was. Rolling around in the indoor coral was the most beautiful black stallion [Tennessee Walker] I have ever seen. He was a little dirty, from rolling around of course, and his long mane and forlock was knotted..but he was still..such a beautiful sight. So...I basically tried him out, and when I just looked at him he just kinda...acted up a little xD I didn't think he liked me. BUT after I started grooming him he started relaxing..closing his eyes..like a big version of my cat xD it was adorable.

So I took him out for a test drive in the outdoor arena, and I went on the trail for a little bit. He's a bit scitsy I might admit because he's been in pasture for the last 2 years..but Janice[the manager] said I handled him really well! The more worked up he got, the calmer I got...when he'd get spooked by a car I would stop him in the arena and just give him a pat and whisper; "it's okay, boy, it's okay" over and over xD AND IT WORKED! So...

I'M SPONSORING A HORSE WOOHOOO! And I bet you can guess why I titled the journal this way xD

Because..everything Magic does..is magic..at least to me.